How ignoring your own creative pulse can quietly drain your energy.
For most of my adult life, my rhythm was simple: work hard five days a week, then collapse into the weekend just to recover. That was just life, right? You work, you’re tired, you recharge. Over and over.
Back then, I didn’t even consider the idea of working on my own creative projects. Not because I didn’t want to—I just didn’t have the energy. The weekends were for recovering from the work week, nothing more. I couldn’t even begin to imagine how important my own hobbies and passions would one day become in my healing journey.
There’s More Than One Kind of Burnout
In the past, I thought my burnout came from psychological trauma—and in many ways, it did. But only recently have I begun to see that burnout isn’t one-dimensional. It’s not just about doing too much or carrying emotional weight. It can also be about not doing enough of what feeds you.
Through occupational therapy and my entire healing journey—navigating electrohypersensitivity, post-viral fatigue, and nervous system regulation—I began to see how vital it is to have your own things. Your own projects, hobbies, passions. Your own creative spark.
Because if you’re only ever giving yourself to society—clocking in, showing up, giving your energy to someone else’s system—and then spending the weekend in recovery mode… something’s missing. At least, it was for me.
Why Working on My Own Projects Gives Me Energy
It hit me when I started blogging again—sharing my truth, talking about EMFs, expressing the fire behind my mission. Suddenly, I wasn’t just healing—I was creating. And ever since that shift, my creativity hasn’t stopped flowing.
My head is filled with ideas—ebooks, freebies, podcasts, workshops. The kind of downloads that seem to come from another dimension when you’re finally aligned with your truth.
But here’s the paradox:
Fatigue still takes over sometimes.
Depending on what’s happening in life—stress, overstimulation, even shifts in the weather—my energy can drop. And on top of that, I’m still in recovery from Epstein-Barr and all the layers that come with that.
So there are days when I can’t open my laptop. My body says no.
But my head? It’s spinning with ideas. And when that happens, I reach for my notebook. It’s become my sacred bridge. I brain dump everything, even if it’s just messy scribbles. It helps me release that creative pressure without pushing past my limits.
Even when I can’t “do,” I can still listen.
And sometimes, that’s enough to keep the energy flowing.
Unspoken Energy Leaks in Everyday Life
There’s a kind of tired that doesn’t come from doing too much. It comes from not doing enough of what restores you.
And the irony? For the longest time, I didn’t realize that my own projects were part of my medicine. Because I never had the energy to even try.
But now I know:
I don’t just need rest.
I need myself.
My ideas. My mission. My creative flow. My voice.
When I don’t give myself those things—even just in small ways—I start to feel off. Out of rhythm. Like something vital inside me is backing up instead of moving forward.
Is The Real Reason You’re Tired Being ignored?
So if you’re always tired, always in recovery mode, I want to gently ask:
When was the last time you made space for something that was just for you?
Not because it was productive.
Not because someone needed it.
But because it made you feel like you again.
You might find the answer to your fatigue isn’t always more sleep or more supplements.
Sometimes, it’s more of you.
Your essence. Your spark. Your creative pulse.
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