I’m proud (and a little in awe) to say that I’ve written my very first book—in e-book form. It’s been a wish of mine since I was twelve.
Not because I thought I’d be a writer, but because by that age, I had already lived through enough for a book.
By the time I was twelve, I had lived in two different countries, endured unsafe environments, and carried a backpack full of emotional baggage—far too big for a child. Childhood, in the innocent sense, wasn’t something I got to experience. At twelve, I started over… already feeling like a survivor. And I knew: there’s a story here.
But it never made sense to write it—until now.
Because only now, after all the detours, could I look back and say: Yes, this is the moment. This is how I want to tell it.
And by detours, I mean… three burnouts, a trail of deep personal losses, a body that started to speak in symptoms no one could explain, and eventually, a quiet but powerful turn inward. A different kind of healing began—one that didn’t ask for fixing, but for listening.
It’s taken years of unlearning, grieving, and realigning. But now?
Everything fell into place. The insights landed. The dots connected. And for the first time, the story finally wanted to be told—from a place of wholeness, not survival.
Because here’s the truth: when I got sick, there was no manual.
No one prepared me for what it would feel like to live in a body that reacts to the invisible… to navigate chronic illness with a hyper-sensitive system, or to heal from something no one could even name at first. I was thrown into the deep, and I had to learn to swim by feeling.
So this book became that manual—for my fellow sensitives, for anyone lost in the mystery of their own healing, for those who are just beginning to ask the deeper questions about what their body is trying to say.
The book is called The Indigo Healing Guide, and it’s exactly that: part story, part guidebook. Not a protocol, not a perfect path, but a layered unfolding of what it meant for me to find healing as a quantum sensitive.
What You’ll Find Inside the E-book
It contains nine chapters, each weaving together lived experience with reflection moments and exercises, so that the book can meet you wherever you are on your own path. 60 pages in total.
And here’s the thing:
Inside this e-book are truths I’ve never shared on the blog before.
Parts of my story that felt too tender, too big, or too complex to tell in a single post.
This is the full picture.
Not everything, but everything you need to understand where I’ve been—and how I found my way through.
If my blog has ever resonated with you…
If you’ve ever felt lost without a map, or like there’s no manual for what you’re going through—
this book is my offering to you.
You’ll find stories, tools, soul-level questions, and soft space to land.
Because healing isn’t a straight line.
And because no one should have to do this alone.
I can’t wait for you to hold it in your hands—metaphorically speaking—and make it part of your own journey.
From one sensitive soul to another,
Love,
Tanimara Layla
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I’m Tani — writer, educator, and someone who has spent fifteen years learning to read her own body like a map. Based in Amsterdam, I navigate the crossroads of EMF awareness, post-viral healing, and nervous system regulation. Not from theory — from lived experience. This space exists for the ones who feel things deeply, who sense what others miss, and who are done being told it’s all in their head. If that’s you — come find your people. Follow me on Instagram @tanistates, tag me when something here lands, and let’s build something real together. Your story might just be the one someone else needed to hear.
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