The Moon Updates Everyone (Even If You Don’t Know It)
Some people toss and turn, feel irritable, crave weird food, or get swept into drama right before a full moon. They blame stress, hormones, or “just one of those days.” Sensitive people, though, recognize the pattern: the moon is updating us. It’s not a superstition—it’s a biological, electromagnetic truth. Whether you feel it inwardly or act it out externally, the moon is moving you. Cosmic energy is a natural EMF.
My Relationship With the Moon
Last year, the full moons were a lot. I didn’t wonder what was going on—I knew. It was my quantum sensitivity combined with a nervous system that had been stretched too thin for too long. I was aware of it, but that didn’t make it less frustrating. The moon didn’t just keep me up; she stirred everything.
But this year? Everything changed.
I wrote an entire article about how I transformed my relationship with her—from seeing her as a disruptor to experiencing her as a companion in my healing. Now, I photograph her phases, track her rhythms, and feel her more as a guide than a threat.
🌘 Read: How I Changed My Relationship with the Moon
Photographing the waning crescent is still on my list—because capturing the full lunar cycle through my own lens feels like medicine for my inner rhythm.
Turning 45 Under a Super Full Moon
October 6th is my birthday. This year it’s not just a full moon—it’s a super full moon. And I’m not just turning 45—I’m entering a whole new personal year. It feels like the sky is throwing me a cosmic initiation party.
What 45 Means to Me (The Indigo Version)
45 isn’t a scary number. It’s a threshold. The 40s aren’t about trying things on anymore—that was for my 30s and early 40s. At 45, I’m not guessing or proving. I’m embodying, refining, letting go of “almosts,” and locking eyes with my sacred yes.
In numerology, 4 = structure, stability, foundation. 5 = change, freedom, sensuality, adventure. Together they whisper: “Now that your roots are strong, let the winds lift you.” It’s maturity and rebellion holding hands—the perfect storm for an Indigo woman who’s wildly spiritual but deeply grounded, who’s known breakdown and still chosen to rise.
Indigos don’t age normally. We’re late bloomers, spiral learners. Our “big moments” arrive in unexpected chapters. The last decade, I’ve been learning how to be in my body, understanding how my system works, becoming spiritually sovereign, and building something not flashy but true. Now, 45 says: “Go ahead. Step into the version of you that’s been waiting.”
Healing and the Moon
My healing has made me more tuned in, not less. I used to think feeling everything meant I was broken. Now I know it means I’m picking up the signal. I’m no longer numb. My nervous system, once fried, can now hold the moonlight without shattering. This is the real work—the invisible milestone.
Quantum Sensitivity & My Book
I now understand that I’m what I call quantum sensitive—which means I feel the world not just emotionally, but electromagnetically. It’s not always easy to explain, but it’s very real. The moon, Wi-Fi, solar flares, even other people’s nervous systems—they all register in mine. For a long time, I thought this sensitivity made me weak. But now, I know it’s part of my blueprint.
That’s why I wrote my first book—to help others who feel everything and have no manual. The Indigo Healing Guide is part memoir, part compass. It traces the steps of my healing path, from post-viral burnout to spiritual clarity, and it’s written for anyone who’s ever felt too sensitive for this world… and still chose to stay.
A Birthday Ritual
I don’t panic. I don’t wish to rewind time. I light a candle. I look in the mirror. I say:
“I honor the girl I was. I thank the woman I am. And I bless the badass I’m becoming.”
Because 45 isn’t something happening to me. It’s something I’ve been walking toward for years. This number, this threshold, isn’t the end of my story—it’s when the story begins to make more sense.
And let’s be honest: I’m aging like a nostalgic movie goddess in a velvet trench coat with that glow that makes people whisper, “Who is she?”
Closing Reflection
Next time the moon keeps you awake or your cravings go wild, consider the sky. Maybe it’s not you. Maybe it’s the update. And if you’re sensitive, you’re not alone—you’re just calibrated.
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